Hey thayamax. Good luck and congrats on deciding to come back to vaping. For me, when I first heard about ecigs a few years ago I didn't think they would work for me because I though they wouldn't be able to match what I enjoyed about smoking...a lot of it for me was the throat hit and blowing out and seeing all that smoke. And i thought it was kind of lame.
The decision to try ecigs came when I (and my wife) had had enough trying to secretly smoke without my wife finding out...I always eventually got caught. After the last time, it was either I quit cold turkey (which never worked for me) or vape. Since my first little ecig (and learning that it was called vaping) I've moved from egos to now a big battery mod, which is great. I feel like the most difficult thing about vaping is finding the equipment and juice that suits you. There's some trial and error that goes on, but today, there are so many great options that there's enough out there to satisfy anyone and a growing and knowledgable vaping community. If you want to keep it simple, I think Ego style batteries are great.
Well, anyways, i just wanted to say congrats and the vaping community is a very supportive and you're not alone. Don't give up and best of luck.