Thanks all you Guys that are looking out for me.... I feel overwhelmed yet humbled that complete strangers are willing to go out of way to help a brother . I really appreciate that
I smoked over 30 years ,always considered it as sinful,Was always embarrassed and hid my habit as well. When I actuality was smoke free and durring my detox.. I realzed and confessed that I was an addict..... then After I crashed I was very bummed out that I failed... This whole quitting smoking thing has effected me more than I may have realized... .
This was something that i was doin for my family and my personal Faith. I must confess quitting smoking has/ had been a very dramatic time for me it was more than what I bargained for more than 45 days of withdrawals . Reactions to ALL the juices bases anything with PG . Then when I discovered I needed WTA, but wasn't able to get it without PG in it...it all went south.... but And to top it off I DID NOT get support in my home either so u guys where my only support.
U have no idea what hap to me after the crash now i consider my tobacco as sacred like the Indians did . ya know ? Hopefully I can TRY again and get some sort of replacement with a PG free e liquid... As far as the new source , tried to purchase twice and it was gone ... some good news the owner wrote me said he was trying to save a bottle .he mentioned One of my (anonymous ) buddies on the forum went ahead and bought one, . Ohhh Good news .He also said he was expanding soon maybe able to meet demands...so who knows if this works out after all i may have an alternative
You guys are the best......... thanks for looking out . Btw i already tried Snus and snuff and that didn't work out too well either ,,, thanks again for looking out for a brother . What a blessing to know u guys do care....... During my 45 day withdrawal/ which lead to a crash .. it was scary , didn't know what was happening because at the same time I had MAJOR PG issues. which were masked by the withdraws. I don't think anyone would have gone through that hell as long as I did....but i was determined to quit.... never ever ever in my life had I had an allergy or a reaction to anything before so I did not think I could have been effected physically no less loose it if ya know what I mean? It took me a while to figure out isolate what was happening my body because of all the variables. I was determined to quit and toughed it out a long period
....Than it took some time to come back to base line..It was bad didn't think I was gonna ever rebound no less ever be able to try again,
thanks for listening
Humbly yours
Kenny v