Just to update: Last week I did a day of 'nic only', and felt quite good most of the day. The amount of ejuice I vaped through the day was about 4.5ml (24mg); 3 times more than the WTA ejuice of the preceding days (1.5ml - 18mg). So, I started another day of 'nic only'.
The 2nd day, I felt a bit antsy from the beginning, and late in the afternoon, I noticed my thoughts wandering toward analogs. A few drags of WTA juice took care of the urge pretty quick, and I vaped about .5ml the rest of the night.
Next day, I stayed with WTA juice and vaped only 1.5ml (18mg) the entire day.
It's really interesting to note that 18mg WTA juice is significantly more satisfying than 24mg 'nic only' juice (plus Ethan does a really nice job with flavor)!
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I didn't begin smoking until age 27. I never felt a bit of peer pressure to smoke, and I didn't particularly like the smell of a burning analog. Why did I begin smoking?
Easy answer: I fell into a chronic state of depression (I worked at night) and couldn't shake those dark mental clouds away. I developed ulcers that hospitalized me, and took drugs to relieve the pain they caused. Because I wasn't getting any better, on a whim I decided it might be in my best interest to modify my own self image. I didn't smoke, drink or cuss, so that's where I started my behavior modification. I said, "DAMN! I'm gonna buy a bottle of DAMN wine and some DAMN smokes!"...and that's what I did.
Two weeks later, I was a cussin', smokin' wino, but my depression had lifted, the pain had gone away, I stopped taking prescriptions drugs for ulcers, and I felt DAMN GOOD!
Through the ensuing years, I smoked for 'my health'.
Strangely, each time I previously tried to quit smoking, that familiar depression reappeared. The REASON I smoked was to FEEL BETTER!
'Nic only' juice DOES seem to quell the tendency toward depression for me. I don't know how low I can take the nic level before clouds reappear, but I'll probably find out in time. I sincerely doubt I'll ever take it to ZERO nic...no desire to do that.
On the other hand, although 'nic only' juice does taste great, has a better throat hit than analogs, smells better and results in a LOT MORE VISIBLE VAPOR (which I enjoy feeling and seeing), a good ole nasty analog
calmed me in ways a PV has not...until my recent samples of WTA juice.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......
Yep, vaping is FINALLY a relaxing, tasty, billowing, pleasant smelling alternative to analogs, and with WTA, it's giving me a reward better than an analog.
Today, rather than worrying if (or when) I'm going to smoke again, I have been celebrating that I currently have NO DESIRE to smoke again.
I'm also celebrating that I have spent $429.72 on vaping hardware, supplies and shipping fees since September, and I'm set for several months with no further expenses. Even better, check my signature line below and PLEASE NOTICE, I have saved slightly more than I would have spent - easily could have spent since September - on analogs alone.
BEST OF ALL...I'm hangin' out with Y'ALL!
In the words of that famous actor, Charlie 'whatshisname'...I'M WINNING, and I THANK YOU ALL for helping me to
finally succeed!
YAY!!