Well I started smoking when I was 10 years old, and I'm now 45 years old, so I've been smoking for 35 years.
Today I made it all day with no tobacco, just my prodigy V2 to get me through the day, well I made it and it feels odd not smoking a tobacco cig. It's not bad painful but it's not very great, I miss my tobacco cigs but I can deal with this.
One day may not seem like much, but for me it's some thing big, it means I can go tomorrow and the next and next day with out one. 35 years of smoking tobacco, is not just going to go away ecig or not, I feel like I'm missing some thing.
The ecig is not the same but it will do, I'll have a empty spot for a long time I'm sure, but after one day of no tobacco, I know I can live with out it and make do with my ecig, at times it feel like my head clears up.
It's at them times I miss tobacco the most, it's kind of like waking up from a dream, and I would normally reach for a tobacco cig, but now I grab the ecig and puff on it but it's not the same, then I think about why I want to stop smoking.
It seem like tonight is the worst so far though, I'm thinking I should of got some nerve pills from my DR, but I guess I need to just deal with it. I'll see how things keep going, I can always get some nerve pills if I have to I guess. 1 small step and a day for tim, tomorrow another small step and a day for time.
Today I made it all day with no tobacco, just my prodigy V2 to get me through the day, well I made it and it feels odd not smoking a tobacco cig. It's not bad painful but it's not very great, I miss my tobacco cigs but I can deal with this.
One day may not seem like much, but for me it's some thing big, it means I can go tomorrow and the next and next day with out one. 35 years of smoking tobacco, is not just going to go away ecig or not, I feel like I'm missing some thing.
The ecig is not the same but it will do, I'll have a empty spot for a long time I'm sure, but after one day of no tobacco, I know I can live with out it and make do with my ecig, at times it feel like my head clears up.
It's at them times I miss tobacco the most, it's kind of like waking up from a dream, and I would normally reach for a tobacco cig, but now I grab the ecig and puff on it but it's not the same, then I think about why I want to stop smoking.
It seem like tonight is the worst so far though, I'm thinking I should of got some nerve pills from my DR, but I guess I need to just deal with it. I'll see how things keep going, I can always get some nerve pills if I have to I guess. 1 small step and a day for tim, tomorrow another small step and a day for time.
