Last night I caved and had two analogs. I do band practice every Wednesday and my drummer had a pack of my old brand. The first one, I was really vulnerable and wanted badly. The second one was because we were taking a break and was habit. When he offered the third time at the end of our session, I said "no, thanks" and fired up my PV. I was much happier with my carto.
Although I feel bad about going back to analog, I think I learned an important lesson. Analogs aren't that enjoyable and the less you do it the grosser they are. I think I'll be better prepared to say no the next time somebody offers one.