I agree Pietro, it fades but never goes away. It will be 10 years on Tuesday that I lost my mom. What hit me the hardest was watching people and thinking Don't you know the world just changed and it can never be the same again and how can you go on like nothing happened.
Yes, the world goes on without them but it is hard for us to do the same. I remember answering the phone a few times after my mama died and being mistaken for her, but once was a few years after she died and an old friend had called to talk to my dad and offer him condolences. I was surprised when the voice on the other end yelped out, "Anne? Anne? Oh Anne, I thought you were dead!" "I am," I replied. I mean, "SHE is", I said, much to their astonishment. Not a good feeling to either of us. It does get bearable. You will go on. But you will never quit missing them or having that ache in your heart when you want to talk or just tell them that you love them.
It looks really good; its 1/2 beef and 1/2 turkey, with ....ake mushrooms in it as well. I"ll let you know how it turns out.

