5/11
I have a really tough weekend coming up .... The whole weekend with my grandkids and they will ask too many questions if they see me vaping....so I am trying to figure out how I will do this. It is so much harder when I watch them at their house. I still need my nicotine so not vaping all weekend is not an option!
5/12
I don't hide vaping from my grandchildren. They were really upset because I smoked. When I began vaping, I explained about how difficult it is to quit smoking, and how vaping helped me to quit. I explained that vaping is much safer than smoking, but it's not something that anyone should do except to get off cigarettes, and that someday, I hope I won't even vape. I use it to teach them that beside cigarettes killing you, it is a terrible addiction that is so hard to get away from. Plus, smoking makes you smell bad and feel bad about yourself. I tell them that I wish I didn't have to vape, but I still am addicted, and am doing this so I will live longer and feel better than if I smoked. They seem to understand it, and tell me they are glad I am doing it. At the moment, they think of my vaping as being sort of like taking anti smoking medicine.
I am hoping that the schools don't start with the propaganda and make them think I am lying to them.
5/12
typhoon was basically a no show but was hitting the vape hard due to the silly games that went on because of it
I'm so glad the typhoon didn't affect you too much Mac.
