Well, we were together for 26 years. You were the first thing I reached for in the morning, and the last thing I touched before bed. In the cold, when I was sick, overseas, you were with me everywhere, all the time. I threw out the last pack of you on Monday in favor of vaping espresso juice on my new ego, and I don't miss you at all. Went for a bike ride today for the first time in 3 years, and I wasn't half dead when I got home. I'm breathing -really breathing- for the first time in years. After trying to quit four or five times, I am finally done with you. THANK YOU to this forum and everyone on it. I wouldn't have known what to do, what to buy, or how to vape without you. I'm getting my body back, and I never thought this could happen for me. At 41, I'm getting a second youth.