I understand treating nicotine addiction as the less-than-serious malady that it is; it doesn't have the sort of toothless, trembling-in-a-pool-of-your-own-vomit image that opiate addiction does, for instance. Yes, you can function among the bipedals more-or-less as well as a nicotine addict as not. Just bear in mind two things: (A) whatever fun gadget, i.e, delivery device you choose, it'll become a permanent appendage to who and what you are; you might drop the thing out of your hand never to pick it up again, but it'll be fused into your most primordial self for the duration--which (B), will be a statistically shorter period of time than it would otherwise.
Vaping is wonderful--a godsend--and I don't deeply regret having become a smoker at 17, if only because the full tally of what it cost me will always be a matter of conjecture. Certain aspects are known to me; I couldn't--still can't, even with a PV in hand--finish a good meal, or stand on the North Rim of the Grand Canyon without thinking of the acrid, awful, wonderful smell of a Marlboro 100 Menthol. It became the catalyst without which the biochemistry of joy was impeded, if not impossible.
Very true.
People assume that because smokers seldom steal their mother's television to pay for their habit that it is somehow benign. It's not.
Know what happens when I try to stop being an addict? When I try to stop putting nicotine into my body, and stop the EXTREMELY powerful compulsive addiction of the smoking action?
I literally can't function. I have had employers tell me to start smoking again because they would have to fire me if I didn't. I've had friends be scared of, and scared for me. And I'm about the same size as a slightly tall 10-year-old boy. I'm not a scary-looking lady. But I am scary when I don't get my fix.
A lot of people start smoking (i.e. using nicotine and compulsive habits) because of mental illness. But if you aren't mentally ill now, becoming a nicotine addict is a great way to make yourself mentally ill.
Just like PoliticallyIncorrect said, my PV is literally an appendage. I don't put it down long enough to lose it. Getting through a couple hours without it has me fidgeting.
I'll admit, it's not as bad as I was with cigs. With cigs, an hour without had me ANGRY. So, I guess this is an improvement.
But I'm still an addict. I always will be.
And I just can't wrap my mind around what would possess someone to do that to themselves "for fun." I just can't.
If you wanna get high, get on a plane.