Nighthawk: A door way to? That depends on your beliefs, of course. No question, the fear of ceasing to exist is the #1 reason for religion's existence.
I don't know how I'll handle it ... hopefully with dignity. And, I hope there isn't a lot of time to think about it. I think I think that, but when confronted with the reality, who knows? I might decide to fight it until medical bills have consumed a lifetime's worth of work and the assets of my immediate family as well. I shudder to think I'd be that selfish, and hope I have the strength to not be. When the time comes, I just don't want it to be a drawn out thing, get it over with. Life goes on, it doesn't revolve around me. I'm sure it will be scary though.