Uh.. There are bad doctors and good doctors. I might go find someone you know, competent.
Anxiety and depression are often tied together and when the depression is treated, the anxiety totally goes away on it's own and all you need is a simple SSRI or something.
I have no idea why you stayed on an antipsychotic for 8 years unless you were legally mandated to for some reason, in which case I am going to make a guess that there was something going on THEN that required that sort of treatment, .and I'm trying to frame it kindly.
Otherwise, I do not understand why you knowingly and voluntarily stayed on a medication that did not work for 8 years, without changing either the medication, the doctor, or both.
Just as research vape items that I am going to purchase, I research (fully, and in depth including complaints, patient ratings training etc.) The medical professionals I go to see, and EVEN more so the substances I am CHOOSING to put in my body.
No offense intended but complaining about psychiatry when you did what you did.... The issue, I am sorry to say, is you.
And, if you were a minor at the time or something, for future reference, that is what CPS is for. If your parents had you see a quack who put you on the wrong medication, well, that is called Medical neglect and you would have been seen by another doctor for a full assessment.
Just stating that for anyone who might happen by in a "similar" situation.
If you were an adult. and if you chose the doc and followed the advice for 8 YEARS? IDK what to tell you other than yes, it would be nice if all doctors were great and all car mechanics were honest. Do your DUE DILIGENCE instead of slamming a profession you appear to know very little about.
IDK what you need but it sounds like not antipsychotics and probably not nicotine.
Anna