Dissapointed in myself...

[TheLovelyMissJ]

Long story short, my boyfriend and I split up early this morning. I was stupid and made a huge mistake, which showed him I was having trouble with my trust issues. I'm lost... last week we were joking about marriage and now he's "done"...
And after two months without a cigarette, what's the first thing I do? I found an aqquaintance and smoked 2 cigarettes. :'( i knew if i bought a pack, I'd smoke a pack, and then probably another and another...

I feel like such a failure on so many different levels right now : '(

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[Kim B.]

Sorry to hear you're going through this, don't beat yourself up over a couple of cigs, you've got a lot going on, it's perfectly understandable. I know it doesn't seem like it right now, but you will get through this. Hugs to ya.

 

[Elizabeth Baldwin]

Sorry this is happening to you. But... The good thing about it is you can fix the situation. We all fall. We just have to get up, dust ourself off and start over. Hugs.

 

[erikbal]

Sorry to hear you're upset. I can relate, I've been there. I think we all have been there. Don't worry about a couple of cigs, it's really no big deal. Just don't let them lead to more and more eventually. Cheer up and I hope things get better!

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[certus11]

don't be too sure about smoke the whole pack. I have just recently given the about-half pack i have laying in my car to some homeless guy. At some point, usually a few weeks after having found your adv, cigs just won't do.

 

[Hypnophone]

MissJ,
You're going through a semi-traumatic event.
Don't give up the vapes!