Well see, that's a bit of a dilemma for me. I don't call it smoking. I actually don't smoke, but while I hated all the negative parts of smoking, I really enjoyed the act of smoking. I guess I consider what I do now faux smoking.
I have been thinking about this a lot lately. Last Wed, was 2 weeks smoke free for me, and I was pretty proud of that so I put something on my facebook about it. Up til then, only my close family and my best friend knew. As so many people were commenting on it, and saying how happy and proud they were, I started to feel as though I was cheating somehow. It was very weird and unexpected. I discussed it with my best friend and my mom, and they both told me basically the same thing. "get over it. you've done something really good for yourself, something hard, just be proud."
I finally came to the conclusion, that if I were using the patch, or gum, no one would be thinking that I hadn't actually quit smoking, not even me. So really the only difference is that I'm not having a hard time, because I'm vaping instead of sticking a patch on, or chewing a piece of gum. I eventually realized that I actually felt like I hadn't quit smoking because I wasn't suffering enough. How silly is that? But even knowing it's silly, I haven't quite managed to shake the feeling.