Will power with a mix of fear from death at an early age. Im new to vaping...1 week in and it has been hell. That hopefully will all change when I get home today from work as my new volt kit sits at home waiting its trial.
I'll speed you up. 2 weeks ago I had what felt like a heart attack. An emergency room visit revealed a stress related anxiety attack. Just moved here 3 months ago, wife totalled her car 3 weeks ago, buying a new house and I had a double abscessed tooth that required a pull.
If that wasnt enough, I had a second "panic" attack and decided to get a second opinion. High blood pressure, high colesteral and an ekg later...60% blockage of 3 arteries. At just 36 years young and a family history of heart attacks and emergency quad bypass (my father), it was time to change.
So here I am. Kicked the analogs, started a new diet but damn I just didn't feel right. Got some njoy's from walmart and a couple imperial disposables to hold me over. These things suck and I wont lie. I crave an analog every single second of the day. 20+ years of smoking and its hard to just cold turkey. Im glad I found this place and can't wait to try my vaping noob volt kit. Had to do something and with time I hope I can drop the nic addiction too. Doc says that hasta go too. Baby steps and will power!
Hang in there man, I am sure with your new and improved set-up it will help you kick the cig's. It does take will power, but if you keep it up you will one day find that you no longer want a cig. You got this!