Well....I thought I was going to be notified if there were posts to my thread, but somehow I missed that. I'm generally a forum stalker but not much of a poster so I'm not sure how it all works. But I'm thrilled the conversation has continued and I hope others have been helped by my original post. This forum is amazing and the people that come before us newbies to support us, are great!
I came back to this thread to post a final analysis of my breakdown last Tuesday for those that might be searching for help like I was last week. Wednesday in the middle of the night I woke up with one of the worst migraines I've ever had. Over the years I've noticed that the day before a migraine things occur that I only recognize the day after. I think that the desperation for analogs was linked, in part, to the migraine. Generally speaking, my brain mis-fires and affects many things in my life the day before I get a migraine. The migraine may have played a part in the freakout about analogs, but was also I'm sure due to job stress and other normal migraine stressors including the change in weather. Just another piece of information that may be helpful in the future.
The good news is that I survived 7 days, which means I can do more. The other good news is that before I did the 7 days I only smoked 3-5 analogs a day which is amazing. And the final good news is that I now know that this freakout can happen and will plan for it. I am hoping that, like many others, without putting pressure on myself I will just not want to smoke analogs all together and not have to deal with as much of a struggle. But thanks to all of your suggestions, if I do struggle, I know many tricks to combat the freakout including contacting my doctor, if need be. Now that I vape, I find myself not wanting to smoke so it seems totally logical it can happen.
Thanks all for paying it forward!!