Hi, my name is Andy, and I am smoker.

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KathyinColorado

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Hi Sawlight, I'm so glad you are feeling better. Those family events can be the worst experiences to deal with. Let's hope the coming holiday season is kinder to you. Don't stress yourself out. I am at 2 weeks today - no analogs and I still keep thinking about the one lone analog I still have left. I keep debating that I'd like to smoke it, but I want it to be good and stale before I do so it will reinforce how nasty it is. I wonder if I might like it even if it is stale and nasty. Then I think about just ripping it up and having it over with, but somehow I just can't seem to do it. I'm not worrying about it, but every now and then I think about it. I don't think I would buy any more (haven't bought any since I started vaping a month ago), but I guess I'm just not so sure. I'll just keep it for a while in case of "emergency". The point is that these things have been our best friends for a long time. It is hard to let go even when we KNOW that they are our worst enemies and not friends at all. I like vaping. I like it better than I ever liked smoking, but there is still that FEAR of being without one. I know I'll let it go, but it will take time.
Smoking is not the end all. From the beginning I looked at it from the perspective that every time I vaped I didn't smoke. That is a wonderful thing! You will be just fine!
 
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