Hey ya'll. I am not new to this yet. I have never even tried it before! Well I take that back, I have tried the demo at the "Smoking Everywhere" kiosk in our mall twice.
Background:
I love smoking. I am ashamed that I love it so much, but I do. I hate that it is bad for you, but I love nothing more than to get home from school (I am a teacher), make myself a pot of coffee, chain smoke, read, and diffuse. It's pathetic really, but every time I quit I become very anxious and depressed. My girlfriend is very supportive of me, but she cannot figure out how I can go all day at school (8 or more hours) without smoking and not seem to quit. It's hard for me to explain. I guess I can go that long because I KNOW I have my smoke break to look forward to every afternoon. I smoke other times when I am not at home and in the summer. In the car, after dinner, in the morning, etc., but my after school smoke is my FAVORITE.
So here is my dilemma....................we are planning on having a baby in a few months, and I know that I need to quit. If I am truthful with myself, I keep putting off having a baby because I don't want to quit. I feel selfish and foolish, but it is the truth, and I feel that I must admit it before I can move forward. I just know that my stupid smoking habit should NOT be in control of me this way. It should not be able to dictate whether or not I start a family.
So she and I decided that maybe I should buy an electronic cigarette. My plan is that I will start substituting the e cigarette for my regular ones gradually. Maybe I will smoke my e cigarette in the car and after school. I want one with nicotine because I am still smoking regular cigarettes. I am not sure I should smoke this if I do get pregnant, but I am thinking that if I can use this while I am trying it will make stopping easier. This is crazy too, but I know that being a new parent is stressful, and I like the idea of having the e cigarette handy so that I can use it after the baby is born.
I am so new to this that I don't even know what to look for or where to look for it. I have read some stuff on models and all that jazz, but I just want someone to help me dissect this information. I would like to know the name of a reputable company, etc. to try.
I am concerned with taste and feel.............maybe throat hit? Not sure if that's what I mean, but the way the smoke of a real cigarette feels on your lungs and when you puff it. I smoke Marlboro Menthol Light (now they are called gold) 100's. I LOVE menthol. I need something that is similar to these in order to be satisfied I believe. What should I try? I need more than a model number. I don't even know which websites or brands because there are SO many!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I also smoke about a pack a day so how many cartridges and things should I order upfront. I just don't want to run out, and I know they sell juice or something, but I have NO idea about how to do that except that the girl at the mall showed me to use a paper clip. I am kind of afraid of nicotine overdose, and I don't want to do something wrong to cause that.
I have tried to navigate through these abbreviations and new information that are on this forum, but I still feel lost. Can someone help me? I would be very grateful!
Thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can someone help me find an electronic cigarette to suite my needs?
Background:
I love smoking. I am ashamed that I love it so much, but I do. I hate that it is bad for you, but I love nothing more than to get home from school (I am a teacher), make myself a pot of coffee, chain smoke, read, and diffuse. It's pathetic really, but every time I quit I become very anxious and depressed. My girlfriend is very supportive of me, but she cannot figure out how I can go all day at school (8 or more hours) without smoking and not seem to quit. It's hard for me to explain. I guess I can go that long because I KNOW I have my smoke break to look forward to every afternoon. I smoke other times when I am not at home and in the summer. In the car, after dinner, in the morning, etc., but my after school smoke is my FAVORITE.
So here is my dilemma....................we are planning on having a baby in a few months, and I know that I need to quit. If I am truthful with myself, I keep putting off having a baby because I don't want to quit. I feel selfish and foolish, but it is the truth, and I feel that I must admit it before I can move forward. I just know that my stupid smoking habit should NOT be in control of me this way. It should not be able to dictate whether or not I start a family.
So she and I decided that maybe I should buy an electronic cigarette. My plan is that I will start substituting the e cigarette for my regular ones gradually. Maybe I will smoke my e cigarette in the car and after school. I want one with nicotine because I am still smoking regular cigarettes. I am not sure I should smoke this if I do get pregnant, but I am thinking that if I can use this while I am trying it will make stopping easier. This is crazy too, but I know that being a new parent is stressful, and I like the idea of having the e cigarette handy so that I can use it after the baby is born.
I am so new to this that I don't even know what to look for or where to look for it. I have read some stuff on models and all that jazz, but I just want someone to help me dissect this information. I would like to know the name of a reputable company, etc. to try.
I am concerned with taste and feel.............maybe throat hit? Not sure if that's what I mean, but the way the smoke of a real cigarette feels on your lungs and when you puff it. I smoke Marlboro Menthol Light (now they are called gold) 100's. I LOVE menthol. I need something that is similar to these in order to be satisfied I believe. What should I try? I need more than a model number. I don't even know which websites or brands because there are SO many!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I also smoke about a pack a day so how many cartridges and things should I order upfront. I just don't want to run out, and I know they sell juice or something, but I have NO idea about how to do that except that the girl at the mall showed me to use a paper clip. I am kind of afraid of nicotine overdose, and I don't want to do something wrong to cause that.
I have tried to navigate through these abbreviations and new information that are on this forum, but I still feel lost. Can someone help me? I would be very grateful!
Thank you so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Can someone help me find an electronic cigarette to suite my needs?
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