Today the shop was busy so I went outside to vape. A girl I work with was sitting next to me smoking and it smelled so bad it was about to make me sick. I have always loved the smell of a cigarette even when I was a child. All the times I tried to quit I loved the smell but today it was sickening. I don't want to smoke anymore but I don't want to be a radical nonsmoker either. I hope this goes away but I don't want to ever smoke again either. 