Today is my one year mark for quitting analogs...
Tim is home from Afghanistan and he smokes analogs, it is the first time I have spent 24/7 around analogs.. It's amazing,, it doesn't trigger anything in me to want an analog... never would of guessed it would be possible to have absolutely no feeling, no craving , no panic to have to have an analog.. I never thought I would ever be free of being addicted to analogs for the rest of my life... And here I am finally free and it's peaceful... ..
Tim tried the e cigs and it's not his cup of tea to use it... , everyday he looks at me not smoking analogs (knowing how bad I was addicted) and just hugs me saying amazing.. Watching all my intense struggles in the past to try to stop an failling every time... Then seeing even smoking in front of me has no affect on me... It inspired him to stop the analogs,, I don't know how he does it, I have seen him in the past just go days without smoking so I have hope since I am not smoking he will just walk away.. It's a individual personal journey for everyone, I have nothing but respect for..
I am on my final week of P90X,,, can't believe 90days have just flown by, it's an awesome program I highly recomend it... will take a short rest break and going to start another P90X round at a higher level . have logged 352 miles walk/run since Dec 09...
enjoy my e cig when I get to it... Big hugs to all the support from everyone so thankful to have yall.. Just wanted to say keep going with your own journeys it's different for everyone but we are all winners for trying...