I'm wondering if this ever happens to any of you. Today was a strange day for me. First, I worked from home and I haven't been able to do that often so I was a little out of my element. With emails coming in at the speed of light and my phone ringing non-stop I did what I used to do on a long phone call. I stood up and thought I'd go sit on the patio and smoke a cigarette. Then I sat back down, surprised at myself and grabbed the Reo all the while having three devices on my desk.
This issue with 6mg juice has been going on for a couple of weeks. I dropped down several months ago so I'm not sure why all of a sudden it's not enough. I even bought a bottle of 12 mg to have on hand but I don't want to go UP with my nic level.
Is it just stress? Is my crazy coming out again? I have had a pack of smokes in my car since the day I quit but I don't think I'd ever actually go get one. Maybe I should to see how nasty they really are but the thought is frightening. This is absolutely a mental game. I miss the ability to de-stress.
This issue with 6mg juice has been going on for a couple of weeks. I dropped down several months ago so I'm not sure why all of a sudden it's not enough. I even bought a bottle of 12 mg to have on hand but I don't want to go UP with my nic level.
Is it just stress? Is my crazy coming out again? I have had a pack of smokes in my car since the day I quit but I don't think I'd ever actually go get one. Maybe I should to see how nasty they really are but the thought is frightening. This is absolutely a mental game. I miss the ability to de-stress.