I am 29 year old mother of 3 and a military wife. My life has as much stress as most I would think and every time something happen I run out for smokes. Then I feel all guilty when my oldest bothers me about it, and I quit. Sometimes I stay away for a year, sometimes only a month just to smoke a pack and quit again. I have smoked on and off since I was 12 years old. I don't smoke more than I do smoke but goodness the guilt. I was happy not smoking till my husband mentioned a co-worker of his smokes in a government building with a silver pen thing with a blue light at the end. He explained more and I have been crazy with want ever since.
See I love smoking, the act of smoking. Never really been picky about brand or strength. I just love going outside for a break from the world and puffing away. So now I am on the hunt, I managed to order a silver 901 from Pure this morning, about all I could find them having in stock and now I need to find the empty carts for it and also find juice that comes in 0 nic in flavores so I can fill my own. With this, my life of guilt over my one bad habit would be all better. I could smoke water that tastes good!
No more guilt.
My husband does not judge me and never has even though his own mother died of lung cancer. He has never smoked himself. Yet he is willing to let me spend needed savings on all this to make me feel better and I am sure have him worry less. I feel really lucky. Now if only I could find places in stock. LOL
See I love smoking, the act of smoking. Never really been picky about brand or strength. I just love going outside for a break from the world and puffing away. So now I am on the hunt, I managed to order a silver 901 from Pure this morning, about all I could find them having in stock and now I need to find the empty carts for it and also find juice that comes in 0 nic in flavores so I can fill my own. With this, my life of guilt over my one bad habit would be all better. I could smoke water that tastes good!
No more guilt.
My husband does not judge me and never has even though his own mother died of lung cancer. He has never smoked himself. Yet he is willing to let me spend needed savings on all this to make me feel better and I am sure have him worry less. I feel really lucky. Now if only I could find places in stock. LOL