I'm just gonna keep
vaping and using snus. That is what I am gonna do. Because it is GOOD for me and because I CAN.
Until I can no longer do so (which I am not expecting immediately) I am just going to remain happy.
All the doom and gloom of society right now, it's got to change sometime.
I remember (I was a chronic catastrophizer) the first time I did NOT do it. I was watching a show on a Giant Tidal wave on the east coast kind of a "This could happen ooooh look," sort of thing. I remember thinking about grabbing the kid and some suitcases and like, then I had this very strange healthy thought out of nowhere. It was, "Anna, you can worry about that WHEN it happens." Not even IF but WHEN. It was AWESOME.
I started writing down my worst fears. Don't get me wrong, life is LIFE so horrible things happened. But NONE, not a single one of my catastrophes REALLY happened.
I'm pretty prepared and I will continue to do so. Calmly. Etc.
Now I am off to find some snus deals, because I CAN.
Anna