Sorry to hear about your disappointing search for Penelope, I know that the Golden Greek quest is a long and arduous one. But like Homers Odyssey, it can end up with a happy ending. I dont know if you ever go in the classifieds but there have been a LOT of Penelopes there lately, dont know if its people who bought 20 of them and are selling them off to pay for their 10 Ithaka or those who have given up on Proteus or what. Ive seen some there for list price and even less, in perfect condition.
I didnt think I would ever be able to own an Odysseus, but I own one, and part of another and as soon as the rest of the bits and pieces get here I will have 2. I hope Imeo brings the Penelope back for short run after Proteus makes its way to the world. I would love to own one also.
Hang in there, if its meant to be it will be. There are so many more things in life to stress out over , like your health, wealth and love. I know this doesnt help you right now, but if you have a problem in life that can be fixed with money, than its fixable and you have hope. Its the things money cant fix that we should stress over.