Hey all,
Wow, it's been a while since I've posted here. I'm happy to say that after three years of vaping, I'm on my road to quitting. I'm 4 days without a vape after spending about 2 weeks of vaping 0 nic. I think it's safe to say that I don't have nicotine in my system anymore, but I'm definitely having ritual withdrawal and just wondering if there is anyone else out there that quit vaping felt the same way and can share their experience in how long it lasts.
What I mean by ritual withdrawal is the pure frustration I feel every time I reach for my PV and remember ... "Oh yeah, I don't do that anymore". It pisses me off something awful. Also, I have all this nervous energy that is exhausting and makes concentrating extremely difficult.
One of the reasons why this is so frustrating for me is because of the ritual itself ... which is sitting in front of my computer vaping. I love vaping at my computer. I sit at my computer about 8-9 hours a day for work, maybe another 1 or 2 at home for pleasure and all I did was chain vape the entire time. I loved it ... It was great.
But now that I'm quitting, sitting at my computer just sucks and my work is suffering. I mean, as I'm typing this, I've reached for my PV (that no longer exists) three times ... GRRRR!!! When I'm at home, I can deal with this by simply getting up from my computer and watching tv or taking the dogs for a walk, but at work, wow ... is it painful to be sitting in my office without a PV. And there is no letting up, I need to be here for 8 HOURS!!
I've gotten myself a tub of pretzel rods. This has helped, especially for the oral fixation, but I can also tell I've gained weight in the past three weeks because I'm eating a lot and pants are tight (but I won't step on that scale!! LOL). Of course, I'm justifying it by saying "worry about one thing at a time". Which is true, but damn, I lost about 30lbs this year that I'm pretty sure I'm going to gain right back.
Oh well ... I don't know if this makes any sense, but I really just needed to vent a little. Hope everyone is doing well and that sitting at work gets easier soon ;-)
Wow, it's been a while since I've posted here. I'm happy to say that after three years of vaping, I'm on my road to quitting. I'm 4 days without a vape after spending about 2 weeks of vaping 0 nic. I think it's safe to say that I don't have nicotine in my system anymore, but I'm definitely having ritual withdrawal and just wondering if there is anyone else out there that quit vaping felt the same way and can share their experience in how long it lasts.
What I mean by ritual withdrawal is the pure frustration I feel every time I reach for my PV and remember ... "Oh yeah, I don't do that anymore". It pisses me off something awful. Also, I have all this nervous energy that is exhausting and makes concentrating extremely difficult.
One of the reasons why this is so frustrating for me is because of the ritual itself ... which is sitting in front of my computer vaping. I love vaping at my computer. I sit at my computer about 8-9 hours a day for work, maybe another 1 or 2 at home for pleasure and all I did was chain vape the entire time. I loved it ... It was great.
But now that I'm quitting, sitting at my computer just sucks and my work is suffering. I mean, as I'm typing this, I've reached for my PV (that no longer exists) three times ... GRRRR!!! When I'm at home, I can deal with this by simply getting up from my computer and watching tv or taking the dogs for a walk, but at work, wow ... is it painful to be sitting in my office without a PV. And there is no letting up, I need to be here for 8 HOURS!!
I've gotten myself a tub of pretzel rods. This has helped, especially for the oral fixation, but I can also tell I've gained weight in the past three weeks because I'm eating a lot and pants are tight (but I won't step on that scale!! LOL). Of course, I'm justifying it by saying "worry about one thing at a time". Which is true, but damn, I lost about 30lbs this year that I'm pretty sure I'm going to gain right back.
Oh well ... I don't know if this makes any sense, but I really just needed to vent a little. Hope everyone is doing well and that sitting at work gets easier soon ;-)