Hi, Welcome to EFC! I have read all the posts and there are some really good suggestions on here. There are so many wonderful people on this forum that are always ready to jump in and help...I just love it here! One site that I've found that is great to get samples from is Delightful Vapor. They have 3ml samples of their juices for $2 (in 18mg strength), and right now they have many of their flavors on sale for only $1 for their samples. Their prices are really great, and every Tuesday they have a sale on where if you buy one 30ml ($10) one 10ml ($4.50), and one 3ml sample ($1-$2) you get another one of each for FREE! Great way to try some flavors to see what will work for you, and IMO the juice is really good.
Like others have said already, please don't give up! You can do this, and we'll all be here to help!
Like others have said already, please don't give up! You can do this, and we'll all be here to help!