Wow a very incredible emotional time that must have been.don't worry I wonder myself some days!
I do know what you are going through, and what you will go through. But perhaps through it all one thing will help you..
The last words my daughter ever spoke, she spoke to my husband. She said:
"It's so beautiful daddy, it is so very beautiful." Then she reached out her hand, to what none of us know.. and she breathed her last.
That is what she said, in the last breaths she took.
I will keep you in my prayers... my thoughts are with you.. if you ever want to talk, or a shoulder to cry on, just send me a message.
I thank you for you very kind and generous offer.