Shoot. I don't know how I missed this tread but thanks Vaporer for tugging me over. No doubt about it in my mind that there's the WTA which in some ratio with flavouring and nicotine is as has been said are "The Holy Grails" which will see us individually comfortably off. I often wonder myself if I'm heading for a reality crash and getting catapulted straight back into the iron fist of Mr. Tobacco Cigarette. I get this gnawing feeling like I've been on death row all my life and now the warders are playing some cruel joke by giving me a unsupervised day pass into the local carefree village where everything is an illusion, (the Vaping scene) and the joke will be on me because in reality I'm just feasting on the smorgsmabord of my last meal.(all the liquids, and favourings and strengths and the delivery devices themslves) and at the rate I'm going I will wake up with the tablecloth of the feast yanked from underneath and I'll be dead man walking into ...hello darkness my old friend, comforting and familiar, my death row place, to be sure, but a place from where I will be until I take my last emphesema ridden gasps before I expire in a world of pain. These months have seen me run the whole gamut and I've tried everything, and now after dropping snus, and snuff and nicotine spray as supplements, I've simply gone and got more powerful delivery devices and have seen my juice strength meter climb like a speedometer towards the red line. 15mg 18mg 24mg 26mg and now 36mg and even my supplier is shaking his head and saying I'm poisoning myself and my smoking relatives heap on the abuse themselves and when I say look I don't feel anything- unlike you- my heart is not beating faster at 36mg, I don't feel like I'm about to explode- I just feel normal, but something cannot be right when I find myself obsessing and vaping all day long trying to find an equilibrium. There are people on the forum who've been vaping 24mg and taking happy pills who've ended up in the ER convinced they'd OD'd on nicotine -you know, vaping all day in a tiny airless room (well voices in the head would do that to anyone I'd imagine) but that's not the nicotine overdose I'm relating to. I will vape myself asleep.I will abuse coffee to wake up and to get my throat wet enough for the next daylong gas assault. I will relate to TB and how he experiences nicotine OD. But most people here, not on this thread, in the General forums I've concluded are lightweight/mediumweight contenders in the nicotine stakes. There's but a big handful of battle scarred nicotine veterans who've barrelled through the smokey decades on full throttle who see that e-cigs without the missing X factor in the WTA as doomed to eventual failure as devices; more useful and longer lasting than other NRT's to be sure; but doomed on their own even if they came out with a 12v mini Canon with 100mg it wouldn't make any difference in the greater scheme of things except make more money for the merchants. Already I can feel a malaise setting in myself. I can't put my finger on it. but I can see the day that the e-cig will no longer work for me without the isolated factor in the WTA. Already two months off cigarettes I get feelings like I've withdrawn from narcotics, a shocky feeling if you like, so it's not the nicotine- if anything I'm getting too much of that. I still do not crave cigarettes, my wife smokes them around me, but I do know they taste awful and all but deep down I do know that I'll feel right as rain if I supplement with analogs and I'll be back to square one. As has been said, everyone has a different brain chemistry make-up. I had a high tolerance to alcohol and ten years ago I just stopped, never regretted it, never looked back. I haven't even tried cold turkey with cigarettes, it was an insurmountable thing for me but I believe if the push comes to the shove, through vaping I've placed myself in a better psychlogical position to walk away from it all. I don't want to. I enjoyed smoking but I don't want to become a smoking statistic so now I enjoy vaping but as has been said by a lot of you there is no way that the WTA will be ever commercially available, unless perhaps it is developed outside of the FDA jurisdiction under the support of a sympathetic government who see the potential in such an enterprise. But for me when the day comes that vaping no longer works, and I can feel the discomfort factor already- I won't jump into the snus boat, nor the snuff boat and not even in the dissolvables boat. I will walk out on the plank into the great land of Quit and throw my shackles away. However if I could help develop and source a supply of WTA, I'd be in that boat in a flash.