Phoenix, What do you vape? flavorwise?
Even though I have been in your shoes, I have no words that will make you feel better- or fix whats wrong.
I promise that it will get less emotional- I know that you are just now starting to feel the full effects of the damage, and the thankfulness will only last for so long before you start to get angry and sad. (or at least thats how it was with us.

) Lots of prayers for you and yours.
I have been thinking about all the tornado victims lately, and just how devestating it can be- what all were you able to salvage (home wise)- ??