LOL hopefully I can keep myself from thinking that way. When I was 13 or so I couldn't wait to grow up, got a job and everything. In the last year or so I realized I did grow up! So I've been sort of back tracking.. figured out the hard way it's no fun to be a friendless work-a-holic that works 50hours a week to go home to their pets and re reading the same ol books over and over again due to lack of initiative to do anything different. Now I purposly act less mature and do stupid little things for the sake of amusement, once I get all the electronics and PV supplies I need/want .. I'm buying myself another skateboard 