this is going to sound positively insane but bear with me! sort of a downer in a couple of ways so read at your discretion.
while waiting for my first reo in the mail i've started wrapping a few coils on my stillare to get used to dripper coils (i usually wrap for my kayfun).
i'm sitting here vaping 0mg spliced lime with a twisted kanthal 28g 0.5ohm dual coil, and feeling... pretty damn guilty?
part of it is the fact that i vape zero nicotine (100%VG) juices. the reason for this is that smoking was never a physical addiction for me, just a psychological thing that seemed to help a great deal with anxiety. i'm fairly resistant to addiction and i haven't had a cigarette since i quit cold turkey in a day as i placed an order for an innokin battery 6months ago with no issues other than feeling super hungry for a few days (i'm always hungry anyway) - so i figure i should just avoid dependence while i can.
because of that... i somehow feel like my vaping habit is less valid than other peoples? i don't "NEED" to vape, but it makes me feel more comfortable in social situations, and filling my room with clouds and tinkering with coils and wicks is fun - but because it's not an essential medical tool for me while it is for many, i feel somewhat ashamed, almost like i'm getting around in a wheelchair when my legs are fine. does that make sense?
the other part is that i'm subohming. my build has no hotlegs or shorts, i'm using a quality stillare with fairly recently purchased AW 18500 batteries, and some people vape below 0.1ohms for cloud comps while i'm at a seemingly reasonable 0.5ohm - but theres still some weird vibe here that i can't really shake.
i guess what i'm saying is even though i know my build is safe (or as safe a an 0.5ohm build can be without being in a regulated mod), my head tells me there's something wrong with me for vaping it. i'm not incredibly concerned about my personal safety (not that i don't take every precaution to vape safe), i just generally feel oddly bad about the whole thang.
i'm not even sure what i'm asking here - can you relate? put my mind at ease? any thoughts?
thanks for listening to my rant chaps

(P.S. i know certain juices give off measurable quantities of aldehydes and other things at super high wattages - i don't subohm these and i don't think this aspect is a factor in my weirdness)
while waiting for my first reo in the mail i've started wrapping a few coils on my stillare to get used to dripper coils (i usually wrap for my kayfun).
i'm sitting here vaping 0mg spliced lime with a twisted kanthal 28g 0.5ohm dual coil, and feeling... pretty damn guilty?
part of it is the fact that i vape zero nicotine (100%VG) juices. the reason for this is that smoking was never a physical addiction for me, just a psychological thing that seemed to help a great deal with anxiety. i'm fairly resistant to addiction and i haven't had a cigarette since i quit cold turkey in a day as i placed an order for an innokin battery 6months ago with no issues other than feeling super hungry for a few days (i'm always hungry anyway) - so i figure i should just avoid dependence while i can.
because of that... i somehow feel like my vaping habit is less valid than other peoples? i don't "NEED" to vape, but it makes me feel more comfortable in social situations, and filling my room with clouds and tinkering with coils and wicks is fun - but because it's not an essential medical tool for me while it is for many, i feel somewhat ashamed, almost like i'm getting around in a wheelchair when my legs are fine. does that make sense?
the other part is that i'm subohming. my build has no hotlegs or shorts, i'm using a quality stillare with fairly recently purchased AW 18500 batteries, and some people vape below 0.1ohms for cloud comps while i'm at a seemingly reasonable 0.5ohm - but theres still some weird vibe here that i can't really shake.
i guess what i'm saying is even though i know my build is safe (or as safe a an 0.5ohm build can be without being in a regulated mod), my head tells me there's something wrong with me for vaping it. i'm not incredibly concerned about my personal safety (not that i don't take every precaution to vape safe), i just generally feel oddly bad about the whole thang.
i'm not even sure what i'm asking here - can you relate? put my mind at ease? any thoughts?
thanks for listening to my rant chaps
(P.S. i know certain juices give off measurable quantities of aldehydes and other things at super high wattages - i don't subohm these and i don't think this aspect is a factor in my weirdness)
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