Miss Diane, my last cig was the same as you, July 3--but I'm turning out a bit differently:
First month I went into 'drool mode' if someone was smoking a mile away--"Can you smell that? Someone has a cig, a real cig!! I gotta find 'em before all that delicious secondhand smoke disappears!"
Second month I no longer felt the need to stalk smokers, but the smell didn't bother me either.
NOW...if I get a whiff of the real stuff--I gag. (Not pipe smoke though...I'll always love that!)
Here's a couple things I don't miss:
1. Not having the inside of my teeth scraped for 15 minutes at my quarterly teeth cleaning. (I went to my dentist yesterday and the hygienst asked if I had been to another dentist recently, I said no but I quit smoking a week after my last cleaning and she said "You have no stain buildup anywhere...nothing. We'll change the quarterly to bi-annual.")
2. The backs of my hands are smooth! (For years I had cracked and scaly hands from washing them 20 times a day, hated the smell of smoke on 'em. They've completely healed. I'm surprised how many people have noticed.)
3. Everythng else mentioned here of course; along with the self-loathing and wanting to kick myself every 2 months when I got my supply of cigarettes in the mail from AmericanCigaretteShop.com. There'd be 10 cartons of cigs in that box, and I'd be stacking them in the back of the fridge with disgust, shocked that I was maintaining such a deadly thing...
4. My boss (a health nut) used to make snarky comments to me everyday, every time I left my desk for whatever reason: "Aw Doug, not another smoke-break!" "No Len, just going to the printer..." "No smoking at the printer, Doug!"
Surprisingly, the first day I got an e-cig and brought it to work (and showed him), he supported it more than anyone else. If someone says "Doug, what in the world??" he's the first one to jump in--"Lay off Doug, he's fine."
He's right.. I am.
