I don't quite know where my head's at, I could kill for a ciggie. I'm vaping like mad... last night I went to the pub about 5:30pm and got pretty wrecked; God knows how many single-malts and jugs of beer (in New Zealand we have "jugs" of beer, a litre). I don't remember much of what happenned after jug number 5. Or walking home.
One thing though, I DIDN'T SMOKE A CIGARETTE!!! I vaped like you wouldn't believe when I got home, and I was doing it *in* the pub too (no one complained, not that I cared). I was pretty ....... Ooops.

But I *didn't* smoke a cigarette. I reckon I vaped over 10ml just last evening alone.
I have to say though, I really wanted a smoke, and I still do, as I type with my hangover, I really could kill for a cigarette. I keep telling myself, "I don't smoke" - but I dunno how much that's psychologically helping me.
Been smoking quite heavily since before I was 20, I'm 51 now. This is the forth serious go at giving up - in this case, swapping really. This is my best shot, and I'm about to lose I feel.
If you have any words of encouragement, or advice, fire away.