*First off if you have nothing positive to say keep moving, if you think im here to get attention keep moving...
So I've been on this site for awhile, never really posted anything due to the way people can be over the internet, but due to a recent loss i feel i have to share this story, i dont know maybe its my way to forget or to share the gift i have been given.
It all started at age 16 kicking it with my brother as he was older he was a smoker, i looked at him and just rubbed off on me, several years later 5 to be exact still smoking, but one thing has changed he is no longer around, and i am ruining my health i am coughing up black ...., cant breathe enough is enough. I went in search for help i saw the Blu e-cigarettes i bought them but they were not a all out fix i still wanted to smoke and i did still smoke. i called my brother to tell him i was trying e-cigs and he was like dude ive been doing it for like 6 months now, and he just got an evic and have me his ego twist, that lasted me 2 weeks before i was trying to upgrade. i wanted to be better than him. So i went out and got a evic and loved every moment of it. I realized how much money i could save by making my own e-juice so i got into that, and that went on for prolly 2-3 months.
one day he calls me, and asks me to give him some e-liquid i cant my license is expired you have to come to me, he chose not to do this, i could tell he wasn't the same as he use to be he was different something wasn't right. i blew it off due to my extremely tight schedule, 12 hour work shifts 7 days a week, a week goes by and hes trying to sell me his evic i jump on it and take it off his hands. got me a cheap deal off of it. i didnt think anything was wrong, went back to my normal routine work home sleep again.
Heres were some people will say why did he write this huge long life story, One night after work just as i am laying down ready for bed, i get a call i never get a call a 1am, so i jump up, and its my stepdad, i could tell in his voice something was wrong, and he proceeds to tell me my brother had killed himself. i dropped my phone and walked away. my gf had picked up the phone and knew something was wrong. the next week was dealing with his burial, getting all of his arraignments taken care of and so on so forth.
So i guess, really this is me saying never take anything for granted, and i am taking the last gift my brother ever gave as far as i can, i am now into mechanical and rba's i have several devices, and loaning the devices out to help spread the e-cig movement, i know its corny i know i prolly shouldnt of put this on here but i had to get it out somehow.....
* also dual coil rba's how does the resistance work?
So I've been on this site for awhile, never really posted anything due to the way people can be over the internet, but due to a recent loss i feel i have to share this story, i dont know maybe its my way to forget or to share the gift i have been given.
It all started at age 16 kicking it with my brother as he was older he was a smoker, i looked at him and just rubbed off on me, several years later 5 to be exact still smoking, but one thing has changed he is no longer around, and i am ruining my health i am coughing up black ...., cant breathe enough is enough. I went in search for help i saw the Blu e-cigarettes i bought them but they were not a all out fix i still wanted to smoke and i did still smoke. i called my brother to tell him i was trying e-cigs and he was like dude ive been doing it for like 6 months now, and he just got an evic and have me his ego twist, that lasted me 2 weeks before i was trying to upgrade. i wanted to be better than him. So i went out and got a evic and loved every moment of it. I realized how much money i could save by making my own e-juice so i got into that, and that went on for prolly 2-3 months.
one day he calls me, and asks me to give him some e-liquid i cant my license is expired you have to come to me, he chose not to do this, i could tell he wasn't the same as he use to be he was different something wasn't right. i blew it off due to my extremely tight schedule, 12 hour work shifts 7 days a week, a week goes by and hes trying to sell me his evic i jump on it and take it off his hands. got me a cheap deal off of it. i didnt think anything was wrong, went back to my normal routine work home sleep again.
Heres were some people will say why did he write this huge long life story, One night after work just as i am laying down ready for bed, i get a call i never get a call a 1am, so i jump up, and its my stepdad, i could tell in his voice something was wrong, and he proceeds to tell me my brother had killed himself. i dropped my phone and walked away. my gf had picked up the phone and knew something was wrong. the next week was dealing with his burial, getting all of his arraignments taken care of and so on so forth.
So i guess, really this is me saying never take anything for granted, and i am taking the last gift my brother ever gave as far as i can, i am now into mechanical and rba's i have several devices, and loaning the devices out to help spread the e-cig movement, i know its corny i know i prolly shouldnt of put this on here but i had to get it out somehow.....
* also dual coil rba's how does the resistance work?