Let me explain where I'm coming from. I smoked for the past 43 years - a pack and a half a day of Marlboro Reds. I quit ONE time 25 yrs ago for 30 days and almost went out of my darn mind. I decided then, that cigarettes were the only thing holding me together. However, during that 30 days I had never had more energy and a better appetite in my entire life. I've been really thin my whole life and eating had never been a big deal to me - still isn't. During that 30 days, I gained weight, had a ton of energy, and even my skin felt different - you know, just more color and felt more alive. Of course I was a complete wreck other than that. I was in a 30 day bad mood - and my wife and kids more or less couldn't stand being around me - a trade off - I guess. At any rate - I had a bad day right at the end of that 30 days and caved - started smoking more than ever and never looked back. Since then, even the thought of quitting again would have me smoking like a chimney.
Ok - fast foward - I quit the analogs ( as you folks call them ) on New Year's Eve - so Sunday I'm once again at that infamous 30 day mark. This time, EVERYTHING is different. I'm not in a bad mood all the time. I feel like I'm very close to being over the insanity of craving a cigarette non stop, MOST of the time. I'm vaping like crazy of course almost non stop. I'm at the highest nic level I can safely be at and hitting HV mods 100% of the time.
The problem is: And I've read several recent threads about some of these things. 1.) I have absolutely no energy - I mean none at all - I feel like I could sleep all day and night - 2.) I more or less have no appetite - food - I can take it or leave it - 3.) My skin feels no different as it did way back then when I quit - during that 30 days I could almost feel the difference in my skin - it just felt more alive
The positives: 1.) I feel / know my lungs are better - I'm not constantly out of breath - a year ago my doc did say I had slight COPD --- 2.) My wife tells me she's very, very proud of me and can't believe I'm at this point and says she doesn't smell the yukky smoke on me and my breath all the time - and 3.) I guess I'm gonna start saving money - but at this point I pretty sure I'm in the hole - thanks to buying way, way to much like most of us here.
SO - am I expecting to much ? For ones that are in a similar situation that I'm in - or have been - give me some encouragement - Let me know that I'm not going through all of this in vain. I'm not saying this to be negative or trying to convince myself to start back on the cigarettes. I just want to know that I'll see some very positive changes soon !
( I read where vitaman D3 helps - I started that a couple of days ago, but so far I can't feel any change)

Ok - fast foward - I quit the analogs ( as you folks call them ) on New Year's Eve - so Sunday I'm once again at that infamous 30 day mark. This time, EVERYTHING is different. I'm not in a bad mood all the time. I feel like I'm very close to being over the insanity of craving a cigarette non stop, MOST of the time. I'm vaping like crazy of course almost non stop. I'm at the highest nic level I can safely be at and hitting HV mods 100% of the time.
The problem is: And I've read several recent threads about some of these things. 1.) I have absolutely no energy - I mean none at all - I feel like I could sleep all day and night - 2.) I more or less have no appetite - food - I can take it or leave it - 3.) My skin feels no different as it did way back then when I quit - during that 30 days I could almost feel the difference in my skin - it just felt more alive
The positives: 1.) I feel / know my lungs are better - I'm not constantly out of breath - a year ago my doc did say I had slight COPD --- 2.) My wife tells me she's very, very proud of me and can't believe I'm at this point and says she doesn't smell the yukky smoke on me and my breath all the time - and 3.) I guess I'm gonna start saving money - but at this point I pretty sure I'm in the hole - thanks to buying way, way to much like most of us here.
SO - am I expecting to much ? For ones that are in a similar situation that I'm in - or have been - give me some encouragement - Let me know that I'm not going through all of this in vain. I'm not saying this to be negative or trying to convince myself to start back on the cigarettes. I just want to know that I'll see some very positive changes soon !
( I read where vitaman D3 helps - I started that a couple of days ago, but so far I can't feel any change)