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John D in CT

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Research spurs new views of nicotine, ACP Observer Feb 97

...... But researchers continue to uncover new information about the nature of nicotine's bonds to the human brain. For example, they have been able to substantiate some of the claims made by smokers. "Smoking decreases anxiety," explained Joanna Fowler, PhD, a senior chemist at Brookhaven National Laboratory in Upton, N.Y. "Some people think it improves cognition."

But as she is quick to add, "The problem is, the smoke contains carbon monoxide and carcinogens." [Vapor does not]. Within hours of quitting, for example, smokers commonly experience powerful withdrawal symptoms that include anxiety, anger, difficulty concentrating, insomnia and irritability. Researchers have traced a vast network of reactions that include an increase in the expression of nicotine receptors in the brain, changes in the way the brain metabolizes glucose, changes in the brain's electroencephalographic patterns and changes in the level of neurotransmitters such as dopamine.

Some surprises

Despite the clear health risks that smoking poses [but vaping does not], the effects of nicotine itself on the brain may not be all bad. Young people with attention deficit hyperactive disorder (ADHD), for example, a condition marked by difficulty in concentration, find some relief from smoking and tend to smoke twice as much as other people. "It's a known experimental finding that nicotine helps people focus," explained Eric C. Westman, ACP Member, an internist and medical director of the Nicotine Research Program at Duke University and Durham Veteran's Administration Medical Center. "It is assumed that nicotine helps people with ADHD."
 

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ADHD meds are not psychotropic, they're stimulants. Big difference. Plenty of GPs prescribe them in my area.

"Psychotropic" just refers to any psych meds - it includes stimulants, anti-depressants, anti-anxiety meds, etc. In a major metro area like Miami (where OP has listed as location) it's likely that she would get a referral since there are plenty of specialist doctors.
 

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I also have adult ADHD. I was diagnosed when I was 19 (now 35). Turns out as a child I was undiagnosed and this created many problems in my life that I am now trying to overcome.

I take adderall prescribed by my doctor. I do not have health insurance, so I have had to sign up for the hospital's life-saving income-based program. I am not charged for any visits or tests.

I also vape. This does help my ADHD, but only for a short time. I vape more for stress-relief than for gaining focus.

My suggestion to you is to see if your local hospital has any income-based or sliding scale programs. Sometimes you need to call and ask... and you will be ran around in circles for a time--this can be frustrating as jumping over hurdles is not easy when you have ADHD.

Hang in there!
 

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The reason that I can't tell my mom is because she can't know somethings wrong with me. I've hid my issues well, I think. Even when my dad died, I still went to school like normal. She talks about how happy she was when she took me home from the hospital and how I was "perfect". I can't take that from her.

honey, I have three children,,,,,,,,they are ALL "perfect" and always will be,,,,,,,,one had ADHD,,,,,,one had a drug problem and we went through hell and high water with her until she was diagnosed with bi-polar and finally got the help she needed,,,,,,,and one had a baby at 15. They ARE.PERFECT.ALWAYS. Perfect means something different when you're a parent. Hugs.
 

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Although I have no experience with ADHD I can say without doubt you have no reason to apologize for your circumstances and I, myself, am very glad that you've reached out and connected with others that can share their experience. I actually commend you for being so open.
Warm Wishes and the Best of Luck.

And I've never been by myself. My mom or grandma (or both) has always been there.
 

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Timid, as any parent here can tell you. We all just want our kids to grow up happy and be the best they can be. We might not always agree with what they do, and yeah sometimes even parents let their mouths override their a**, but at the end of the day when it is all said and done we love our kids. Problems such as what you are going through isn't something that causes us to not love you or to turn our backs.

Yes as a mom if I found my daughter was suffering like this it would break my heart, not because she told me, but because of how long she had been suffering that I was unaware and unable to help. Being in college there is a mental health office somewhere there, get with them be honest with them in how you feel, they can't help you if you don't. Make a plan of action, and hopefully you will not just start feeling better, but be able to open the lines of communication with your mom.
 

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Maybe I'm wrong about this. Maybe my mom should know. But for now, I won't tell her. I'll try a doctor but I'm honestly not sure where to start. I've only ever been to a pediatrician (still my primary), optometrist (glasses since 2nd grade), and a dentist (maybe 2,3 times). I've never needed anything else.

Start with your pediatrician. (S)he is probably at least somewhat knowledgeable on AD(H)D since it is quite often a youthful diagnosis. (S)he should be able to recommend a colleague that can work with adults on this matter.
 

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Like everyone else here has said, I can't give you medical advice but I can give you some personal experience advice. I would be more concerned about your depression than the ADHD at this point. Depression can cause you to have symptoms similar to ADHD (inability to focus, etc). I myself have bipolar disorder and have been successfully treated for years now. I still have depression and up swings but the medication controls it. Having depression is nothing to be ashamed of. It is not something you can talk yourself out of or otherwise. I would seek the advice of a doctor. You deserve to feel better and you deserve to be happy. Not only do I feel your pain from your perspective, I can also see it from a mothers perspective as I have two children (ages 14 and 11) with disabilities and as a mother I would gladly give my right hand to make them feel better. My son has Asperger's Syndrome and my daughter has Tourettes Syndrome and she also has bipolar disorder.

Please think about going to see a doctor and asking for help dealing with your depression. I hurt for you and wish you the best. Take care of yourself, you're worth it!!
 

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QUOTE By commaholly. ,,,,most people with ADHD are brilliant and look at things so differently that this really allows their brilliance to shine if they can properly treat the ADHD. Welcome to the board and I hope you find the help that works for you soon!!!!!

I wish I had people with that perspective while I was growing up...
 
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It's defiantly a process that has to be pursued based on observations by parent, teacher, individual. It's not generally something routinely tested for, or that the doctor is going to notice during a physical. If you don't inquire, it won't be entertained.


has a doctor ever DIAGNOSED you with ADHD??? Or are you just assuming? Because like Timoody said, it could be something completely different,,,,,,,,,if your doc had ever diagnosed it, I'd think he'd have told your mom,,,,,,,,
 

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Thanks everyone. I just went in today. I know, I should have gone in sooner. I just, spur of the moment, walked into my nearest psychiatry and made an appointment. Lucky me, they had an opening for today. She said its highly possible I do have ADHD, and she wants to talk to me more, if not her someone mainly because of the anxiety and depression. I'm still interested in ecigs but I'll wait until a few more sessions. I've been doing a bit of research on meds since but they kinda scare me.
 

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Thanks everyone. I just went in today. I know, I should have gone in sooner. I just, spur of the moment, walked into my nearest psychiatry and made an appointment. Lucky me, they had an opening for today. She said its highly possible I do have ADHD, and she wants to talk to me more, if not her someone mainly because of the anxiety and depression. I'm still interested in ecigs but I'll wait until a few more sessions. I've been doing a bit of research on meds since but they kinda scare me.

Considering the "spur of the moment" way you did it, that makes me (As an ADD sufferer) think more so that you might. It's how I do a lot of things health related some times. Most recently was making an appt with a chiropractor. So glad I did tho. :)
 

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Me, having been diagnosed ADHD in 1969, should have been the first person to notice my sons symptoms!! NOT!! He didn't have the hyperactivity, and was classified as 'gifted' as many of us are!! I never saw it!! I made excuses! When he was finally diagnosed at 16, MOTHER GUILT!! OMG!! The difference in him was astonishing!! Mom wants YOU to be happy!! Kudos for taking the first step!!
 
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