I started with ecigs and v4L around August last year. I stopped all smoking within a week due to i didnt want to just toss out my smokes. Then came the following months with no cigarettes at all. I got very sick in December and was hospitalized most of the month and did not have any vapor or anything at all accept some very good hospital drugs. I was out a day before christmas and tried to vape a bit again but unsuccessful so I tried a cigarette. Suprising to me was that the cigarette was easier to smoke than the vapor. But I did not continue the analogs. A week or two later after further recovery I was vaping again but something was missing. So the past few months I have been smoking one or two analogs a day sometimes 3-5 and I don't know why. I was always an 18mg user and still use it now and I was a 1-2 pack a day smoker when I was in full smoke mode. Is it normal to have an increased need for nicotine like this? I don't know why I am smoking and its just a little frustrating to feel yourself slowly moving back to analogs. Hopefully this babble isnt too confusing to understand. Simple solution is to increase the nicotine I suppose but why would I have a need for more nicotine...