Hey guys, wassup?
Second week of recovery from cigarette addiction.
Since I've been a Ecf member, 4 days ago I've learnt a great deal, I tried to stay positive and contribute some "cheers" since I'm new to vaping, I know nothing.
But I think at this moment in my road to recovery, the change is taking its toll. I know I would be facing a major psychological change and being on this forum has helped me balance the change, in favour of quitting smoking and continue to vape.
Nevertheless today, to be honest, since last night, I've been not myself. I've become more unpredictable in my thoughts or at least, how I'm managing the changes. I feel more vulnerable than ever! It's like I've unscrewed my head and removed it completely and I'm stuck in limbo, uncertain about what new head of reason I'll be getting as a replacement.
Yeah, I'm at a low point, vulnerable, unpredictable and I feel I'm being inappropriate too!
Sorry guys, if I'm bringing anyone down. I don't mean to.
I've never been in this place...
So lonely
Second week of recovery from cigarette addiction.
Since I've been a Ecf member, 4 days ago I've learnt a great deal, I tried to stay positive and contribute some "cheers" since I'm new to vaping, I know nothing.
But I think at this moment in my road to recovery, the change is taking its toll. I know I would be facing a major psychological change and being on this forum has helped me balance the change, in favour of quitting smoking and continue to vape.
Nevertheless today, to be honest, since last night, I've been not myself. I've become more unpredictable in my thoughts or at least, how I'm managing the changes. I feel more vulnerable than ever! It's like I've unscrewed my head and removed it completely and I'm stuck in limbo, uncertain about what new head of reason I'll be getting as a replacement.
Yeah, I'm at a low point, vulnerable, unpredictable and I feel I'm being inappropriate too!
Sorry guys, if I'm bringing anyone down. I don't mean to.
I've never been in this place...
So lonely