cig=yes , cig+Stonewall=no , a reason or just insane?

[jamesam1243]

i am bipolar/depressed
i have been using Stonewall java to suppress my urge to chain smoke, it worked for a while like most of my experiments, but now i wanted a cigarette, but when i thought that i would also take a Stonewall with to suppress my chain smoking urge, i suddenly felt "if i have to take a stonewall with it then i don't want the cigarette". actually the stonewall taste better than the cigarette. could there be a reason for this or just my temperamental subconscious being spiteful or is this just normal irrationality?

 

[Kent C]

i am bipolar/depressed
i have been using Stonewall java to suppress my urge to chain smoke, it worked for a while like most of my experiments, but now i wanted a cigarette, but when i thought that i would also take a Stonewall with to suppress my chain smoking urge, i suddenly felt "if i have to take a stonewall with it then i don't want the cigarette". actually the stonewall taste better than the cigarette. could there be a reason for this or just my temperamental subconscious being spiteful or is this just normal irrationality?

I'm not familiar with Stonewall java. Given your other info, my best guess is the latter.