I know I am just weird, but has nothing to do with my
vaping. Society has pushed so hard on smokers that likely you still have some of that guilt that they have tried to instill in you, especially if you are younger. I do not have that issue, but I was the type of person that if someone nagged me about smoking, I went out and lit up just to annoy them. I had no guilt, I started vaping because of the smell of analogs.
I am pretty much on the same page with you whispers. The "guilt" I mentioned isn't "crippling"...it doesn't eat at me. I just feel like if 1ml. equals about a half pack a day...then over 7ml. (which is my average daily) would be pushing into the 4 pack-a-day thing. I smoked between 2 and 3 packs a day..so 3 and half packs doesn't horrify me. Over that kind of does. BUT...if I'm more realistic then 1ml.
actually equates much closer to six cigarettes for most people...so 7ml. puts me at 42 cigarettes...which is more in line with just over 2 packs. Dead on my average smoking habit! TA DA! lol!!
I guess some people thought I was being really serious with my OP. I wasn't really...I was just making an ironic musing. I was just wondering if anyone had any left over "programming" of feelings like one ought to be "accountable" for their vaping habit in some way...no matter how small. Like you, whispers....if someone said I OUGHT to do something or SHOULD do something, I was personally honor bound to do the exact opposite! Despite the propaganda...I smoked like a chimney for 43 years and was defiant about it. I didn't think I
wanted to quit smoking because I liked it. But what I liked about it the vaping provides. It wasn't really the nicotine that had me in it's grips as much as the hand to mouth habit and the feel of the smoke (now vapor). Gums, patches, pills, etc. don't address what I loved most about smoking. Vaping does everything for me that smoking did...AND I get to feel smug about it! lol!
I haven't increased (or decreased) my vaping habit for the past year. This old lady is pretty set in her ways. I think what upsets me is coming from my thrifty side (watching those pennies). I do sometimes vape more, however...when I'm stressed in particular. Perhaps I mispoke with my OP. But I thought it might be an interesting discussion. I assure you all...I don't require any reassurances, and I'm not eaten up with guilt...and I'm perfectly happy! ROFL!!!
