So I started today as my official switch from analog day. And every 30 min or so, my mind beings to plan when I need to put on my shoes and walk to the store to get my cigs for the day. Then I realize that I do not.
I am currently thinking about where I want to get dinner, and I can't get the thought that I should plan it so I pass by a store to get some cigs out of my head!
I forgot about what a habit my daily trips to the store used to be! It's actually amazing, as I hate waking up and knowing that I can only enjoy or focus on anything at about 30% until I secure my smokes for the day.
The worst is when I reach that point where my pack beings to start looking empty with all those loose cigs sprawling about my pack. This is usually around the 8-left mark. Around the 5-left mark, I find it difficult to start or get into something, knowing that I will need to go out and buy more smokes soon....even if those 5 smokes will last me 5 hours! lol
I am currently thinking about where I want to get dinner, and I can't get the thought that I should plan it so I pass by a store to get some cigs out of my head!
I forgot about what a habit my daily trips to the store used to be! It's actually amazing, as I hate waking up and knowing that I can only enjoy or focus on anything at about 30% until I secure my smokes for the day.
The worst is when I reach that point where my pack beings to start looking empty with all those loose cigs sprawling about my pack. This is usually around the 8-left mark. Around the 5-left mark, I find it difficult to start or get into something, knowing that I will need to go out and buy more smokes soon....even if those 5 smokes will last me 5 hours! lol