I don't know what is up with me tonight. I've been doing fine, now all the sudden, I want an analog so bad. I'm so glad I don't have any in the house. I know I have gotten sick of the one or two flavors that I can tolerate, and am desperately hoping that some of the new juices I got will be good when they steep, but, GUH! I am vaping a bwb vanilla bean + nutty, which tastes pretttty good. It may very well be THE thing I'm looking for, once it steeps some. Anyway, just hate this. I know I don't like analogs, they taste nasty! And my house is smelling so good now, and my teeth are getting whiter by the day, and that morning cough is gone, and I do not have the bad dry mouth that I had at night that I had when I was smoking. I guess the deal is like my hubs said, it takes 3 weeks to break a habit, and I've got a week to go for that. Just, ug. I wasn't expecting this, wasn't even looking at those nasty things in the rear-view mirror. Maybe I just need to up my anxiety meds, because maybe some of this is coming from my "fast food thinking," thinking about how easy it is to just get a cig out of the pack and light it, without all the testing, cleaning stuff, organizing stuff, etc. Life was simpler then, though toxic and awful for me. Sigh.
Just venting. I'm sure it will get better soon. In the meantime, can anyone point me to a thread about organization? My desk is covered with stuff, and I can't seem to get a handle on how to organize everything. I've got a steeping/don't like/too weak stash that's in a pouch my daughter made for me, have some juices that are ready/almost ready in a box with a lid. Have the clean and ready to use stuff in another box, a 'need to be cleaned' pile of junk in a bowl in the kitchen, and a plate/saucer where stuff that's been cleaned and is drying sits. And then I have juices I am using/trying + batteries and atomizers and tanks on the top of my desk. eeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Hubs is a woodworker, so maybe I can get him to build me something that will work. It'd be great to see some of you guys' organizational systems or get some tips from y'all about this.
Thanks for listening, and any help you can give me.
Just venting. I'm sure it will get better soon. In the meantime, can anyone point me to a thread about organization? My desk is covered with stuff, and I can't seem to get a handle on how to organize everything. I've got a steeping/don't like/too weak stash that's in a pouch my daughter made for me, have some juices that are ready/almost ready in a box with a lid. Have the clean and ready to use stuff in another box, a 'need to be cleaned' pile of junk in a bowl in the kitchen, and a plate/saucer where stuff that's been cleaned and is drying sits. And then I have juices I am using/trying + batteries and atomizers and tanks on the top of my desk. eeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Hubs is a woodworker, so maybe I can get him to build me something that will work. It'd be great to see some of you guys' organizational systems or get some tips from y'all about this.
Thanks for listening, and any help you can give me.