I'm currently on "take 2" of quitting... the first time, it was really easy; it was freezing outdoors and I was tired of having to put on 10 layers just for 10 mins of smoke. Went 115 days smoke-free... then a nasty case of appendicitis, surgery, 3 days of nausea/no food/no
vape/couldn't drink water without gagging, and the hurt was on for an actual cigarette. So I gave in, hence the take 2.
One thing that helped me a lot, first time around, I'm trying again... keeping a tally of the ones you smoke per day. It's amazing how many you can smoke and not even realize it; I killed a whole pk yesterday, which just appalled me. So this morning I started again with the tallying. Only 4 so far today, which is great considering I killed 20 of 'em yesterday without even really trying.
One thing that's important though, is that it's a lot more important to be aware of the ones you DON'T smoke. Without that 110 days of smoke-free before I had my appendix out, I'd have been stuck in the hospital for 2 or 3 days for "breathing treatments" instead of discharged same day without a single breathing complication. So I don't feel too discouraged; when it really counted for me, when I had that gen'l anesthesia, I'd been smoke-free long enough that surgery was complication-free, and that's a
huge deal for an asthmatic who spent 39 yrs chained to a damn cigarette.
Also, since apparently sterner measures are called for, yesterday I ordered some of the "WTA" (whole
tobacco alkaloid)
e-liquid. I didn't seem to need it, first time around, but I did experience some pretty awful depression at the 3-wk and 3-mo points, which apparently has to do with those other chemicals that are in cigarettes. Maybe this time I can avoid that, using the WTA.
Andria