Deeper Thoughts & Inner Weirdom 2

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stols001

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I have not been here all week and yet I have been everywhere. Or so my brain tells me I really DID mess up my meds today dude.

My alarm clock since I was 16 died for one. You wouldn't think it would be that traumatic but it WAS.

I REALLY FOR REALZ messed up my meds today dude. I sort of bemusedly stared at the containers going "So, just how much what of what especially ADDERALL did I take. I'm sure I dropped some of it. I mean, probably. I just couldn't wake up and kept sort of "re waking" up in this dream state, and taking my meds.

I gotta get to bed earlier or something but my brain keeps going "Nest, nest." Everything is completely organized, nothing is clean. Except kitchen and bathrooms.

I vomited up some snus mid yoga last night. Long story I will spare you.

So yeah I was like, "So, it appears I have taken somewhere between 1 to 4 times of my Adderall dose." Then I just was like, "Oh well, I suppose my work would be as good a place as any to have a heart attack." Then I was like, "Kids do this recreationally." Then I was like, "Oh well, what can I do. It is what it is. I'm not a kid, it won't be fun, because meds you take all the time AREN'T all that recreational (unless they are opiates) they are just annoying. Went to work. It was what it was (crazy, it's the holidays.)

So yes, even though I have not been here ONE IOTA (I am literally EMBARRASSED at my package count. Not upset mind you, but literally like "OMG Anna." So now it is buy for others and the joy of giving.

Just know that my brain has been everywhere today, including here, just bits and pieces. Also, some time was spent in hell.

Also @Topwater Elvis , there is this phrase by which you can evaluate your comments, and you have to get 2 out of three. Is the phrase kind, helpful and true?

It's not "funny, mean and true." I mean unless you want it to be.

I have great exhaustion and I need to stop nesting dude. My Beautfiul mind room looks like a NORMAL room now and like, I don't know. It's amazing how you can organize, and how you can spread things out.

Without Adderall, the USA would have to allocate me a STATE. A crappy one like Arkansas, but that is okay because I know I would deserve it.

It's almost like I'm pregnant, but not. It's like... .I might birth a KITTEN or something. Not a beaver.

Beavers are great… .for building DAMS. They should not be headgear but I would not want to RAISE a beaver and if I birthed one it would be like FORMULA from day ONE. I wouldn't care what the lactation consultant said.

Nope.

HI!!

Anna
 

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Attempted humor, helpful & true.

Arkansas is a fine state, for like Arkanassans.
Like Arizona is a fine place like for Aridzoners.
Which is self induced.
Single use daily pill packs or a snap top 7 day organizer work wonders.

20x and above beaver makes a fine hat.

BTW, calling an actual man a 'dude' is a massive insult.

Like backatcha chic. Hi!
 

stols001

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Yes, the husband was having that discussion as he noted like, he would get me med containers for Christmas. Heh.

I'm so glad I insulted you inadvertently it saves me from any evaluativeness, which like, I plan on doing none other than "GET in bed" and hopefully, "Remember to unplug the husband 's torture device" because it did not work the FIRST morning but it has been going off EVER since. I have been ignoring it but I want to sleep in very MUCH tomorrow. I bet it made me take my meds 15 times. It constantly going off.

It's okay I wasn't really offended much, LOL, my sponsor told me with MY brain I should just focus on the "true" part and screen out my unwanted, unnecessary, and definitely "unreliable" (her words) emotions.

She was like, "Yup we can try to work on the tangents in a decade or so." LOL.

Anan
 

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Wasn't my intention to offend you dear Anna.
I appleolojize if I touched a nerve or three.

Just mentioned the 'dude' thing to sillyustrate how easy it is to insult / offend unintentionally, especially via the interwebz.

Now I gotz to go look up some of da big wordz you used on me,,, where'd I put that dang dicktionary.

Like we good miss Anna, even my wife treats me like a rented mule sometimes, which ain't at all always a bad thing depending on the situation.

Ps.. I do all my own farrier work, both equine & bovine, canine ifin nessecary.
 
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