As you can see, you're not weird.
However I would encourage you to drop down to zero juice. No one should have a monkey on their back. (my monkey's name is "ba$$ turd" addiction).
Seriously tho, if you want to vape, vape. But get rid of the nicotine. MHO
I guess I analyzd the effects of nicotine from a pharmaceutical standpoint, and not a "drug" standpoint
What benefits?Ah, and now we get to the root of the controversy. Why did I make a concious choice to use nicotine at all? I personally think that all the negative associations about nicotine come from tobacco usage. Before deciding to do it, I did research about the drug nicotine itself, its effects, both positive and negative, short term and long. I would assume that you all agree that starting to smoke is still a conscious decision no matter the circumstances. Does that make me worse that I made an informed decision to do it as opposed to what happens to the majority of individuals who start with a peer pressure akin to "hey, wanna try this? its cool"? Should I be looked upon with disdain because I made an intelligent yet possibly controversial decision?
From what I've read, nicotine isn't all that bad, and even has some health benefits. I guess I analyzd the effects of nicotine from a pharmaceutical standpoint, and not a "drug" standpoint, and found the benefits to outweigh the negative side effects.
Sorry for all the writing, I'm just fascinated by what you people have to say in a debate about this.
What benefits?
Sugar and caffeine are strong stimulants with low addictive qualities, sugar tastes good, hence their popularity. Nicotine is a rather weak stimulant & highly addictive. Most of the "rush" smokers get from tobacco cigarettes come from the other poisons in the burning tobacco and the relief of feeding the nicotine addiction.
So, I still don't see the attraction of adding nicotine when you aren't already addicted. The flavors are just as good without it and the vapor is just as good, so I don't see the need/desire for nicotine when you're not already hooked.
No offense, but seems pretty weird to me.![]()
Well, at the very minimal amounts I take in, the positive effects are small but noticable, increased wakefulness, increased ability to focus, slightly increased mood/reduced tension, and negligible to unnoticable withdrawls when I don't have any for an extended period of time.
Now keep in mind that I take in far less than most people here, and chemicals don't normally have a strong effect on me(like caffiene, for both better and worse, hardly ever makes me more awake, and I dont get headaches or anything when i dont have my normal coffee/tea). So on a case by case basis, for me personally, I don't have much of a problem with my decision. Now, if i did try it and it did have an adverse effect on me, then I wouldn't have continued, as that would not have passed my risk management.
Interestingly enough, I've done some of the same research you did. Back at the time, I was just smoking once or twice a month when smoking with friends, because I told myself I just would never buy a pack. I noticed the same benefits. However, what you may or may not have found is that these benefits are seen most strongly in those with mental disorders, such as bipolar disorder and ADHD. In fact, because there are benefits to nicotine in these areas, those who have disorders that can be helped by nicotine are more likely to start smoking and continue smoking, with or without being addicted. It was a very interesting study. However, even then no doctor who researched this would recommend smoking, or even using nicotine patches, to someone with these disorders.
Most doctors will tell you: the benefits of something that can be habit-forming needs to greatly outweigh the risk of becoming addicted. I started smoking more often when I noticed that it would calm my anxiety attacks, which I had since I was 13. Like you, I've been able to put the nic down (in my case, in the form of analogs) and just walk away. More prominently when I started going on medication for my disorders. Even so, I have one drug that can be more habit-forming than nicotine, is more dangerous, and prescribed for anxiety attacks. However, it does a better job at calming the attacks and helped me sleep at the time. You'll also notice commercials of people who can't sleep, and the biggest innovation was sleep medication that is non-habit forming.
I enjoy smoking, and while I don't exactly have painful withdrawls or anything, I do crave every so often, and I'm still in a social smoker habit. I would also treat myself to cloves or flavored cigs every so often. I enjoy the act of smoking, and not just the nic, as well. So for me, PVs were the perfect choice: Nic when I feel like I need it, and none when I feel like smoking for the sake of smoking, or for social smoking. And it isn't nearly as harmful, so some of my non-smoker friends are more approving of it. My in-laws are glad I've gotten something that in the long-run will be cheaper than the analogs I was buying.
As a note, the research on the benefits of nicotine in a person, and particularly one with a mental disorder, only gives a steady enough stream to be fully beneficial if the person took a drag of a regular cigarette every five minutes.