I saw the title of this post and wondered if I had, maybe, posted it, myself, and forgotten I had in a nicotine induced, mad, fervorous haze. But no, It's not just me who can't seem to stop. Or at least, doesn't want to stop.
I've known, most of my life, that I have an addictive personality. It's probably due to a lifetime of attempts at self-medicating my depression. I adore vaping (I only liked smoking at first which led to merely tolerating it just to get nicotine). If I could, I'd probably vape continuously.
I've also noticed, as have some of my co-workers and friends, that I'm much more energetice than I've been. It's the nic. I've already gone from 24 mg, to 12, to 6, by diluting my favorite juice with its 0 nic counterpart. I've noticed little change in my energeticity. That's because, the lower I went, the more I did it.
I'm not going below the 6mg level. I vape almost up to the moment I go to sleep. I'm over-doing it, sure. But I'm also more energetic and enjoying life far more than I did with analogs. I'm sure things will change, for me. But, for now, I'm making it work for me.
Vaping returned hope to my life. Sounds weird, I know. But that feeling, when I get up in the morning, knowing that my pv is sitting there waiting with no health risks and the bonus of a good nic buzz is new to me. I never really felt comfortable smoking, knowing what it was really doing.
