I would just like to give my support to the OP. I've been vaping for over 4.5 yrs but when I smoked I was a 3PAD of Kool nonfiltres until they stopped making them and then I just ripped the filtres off. I struggled on 36mg for the first gear I vaped. Thats when I decided to start DIY. First I upped it to 40mg and then still having cravings I just jumped it up to 50mg. Thats where I found my happy spot for a while. Then I started slowly cutting my nic down. Until recently I'd been taking it slow. Not long ago I was proud I had gotten down to 36mg because I wanted to buy juice premade again. However, I was again disappointed at the small pickins left for a higher nic. Decided it was time to just do a big cut because I am now totally sure I'd never go back to cigarettes. It was a bad weekend a couple of weeks ago... I cut my intake by half down to 18mg. The first 3 days were the worst and the brain fog was gone by day 5. I've happily vaping 18 mg and will actively cut my usage down again soon.
I do understand the need for a high nic and I say go for it. You can succeed with a little help along with will and determination! We are apparently a small few who require it so most companies will not cater to it.
I do understand the need for a high nic and I say go for it. You can succeed with a little help along with will and determination! We are apparently a small few who require it so most companies will not cater to it.