I have a log about once a week now, maybe as much as
three a week. In this moment, I can't honestly remember the last one I smoked, but pretty sure it was within the last week.
I went cold turkey, in my 20's no less, for 8+ years. Eventually (like after 1.5 years) that led to me feeling better being able to get out and exercise and enjoy physical activity, but not able to sprint without being overly winded. Then again, I don't recall being say 13 and being able to do lots of activity without getting seriously winded. I also recall feeling kinda sorta fat when I went cold turkey.
At any rate, as a vaper and truly moderate smoker, I do feel a lot more healthy than as a full time heavy smoker. Here are the things I notice as improvements:
- no longer wheezing, even a little bit
- am coughing on a daily basis far far less. Used to be daily about 3 to 7 times a day. Now is like 1 to 2 times a week that I have a coughing fit (more than an "ahem" type moment, but never a "get that guy a glass a water" type fit).
- can taste and smell things better. Not wickedly better, but slight improvements here can make a world of difference.
- far less mental stress. No longer in some place with someone and constantly thinking / seeking break to step outside for a puff. Without incessant craving, no longer feel as distracted as I did when only smoking.
- honestly the mental stress would be biggest one for me, but coupled with first and second item I mentioned, I am just more prone to get out and do an activity 'just because' whereas as an abusive smoker it always felt like a chore and rationalized as better to not engage in that.
I think quitting cold turkey is better, but not necessarily ideal. One thing I've noticed from going cold turkey (3 times) is that after awhile (like say 6 months), I can get some tiny illness and get a bit hypersensitive about it; whereas when I was full time smoker, or now even as moderate smoker, it'd have to be real pain / illness that's going to keep me down for the day. I fully recognize this could just be me, but I've seen this trait in enough people to realize it is not just me. In my life experience, if a person has an addiction, it is challenging to get hung up on the little dramas and little inconveniences from pain. At times this can come off as insensitive, but when you've been cold turkey and have that perspective, you realize it is really about how people cope with things. Addicts (even the not so obvious type addicts) have their coping mechanism well established. Non addicts tend to make mountains out of molehills as a way of coping. Yeah, it's a little messed up, but can make for a great mental crutch when used 'appropriately.'