Nope, im not gonna back out. At least I hope not and dont intend to. Just gotta not think about it and just let the days go until I can get in to see the specialist. Kinda weird only eating soups and anything soft.
Dont really like it. But I dont want to choke again like I did. And my
throat still feels off, the Doc said it was probably from having the food or whatever it was stuck in there and will stop feeling funny in a few days.
So I am just taking it easy, eating soup and anything that is soft and mushy. Only drinking 1 or 2 cans of pop a day. That in itself is saying a LOT. I used to drink entirely too much pop. If it is esophageal cancer it is nothing but my own damned fault.
Thanks Domino!