Will try this will buy only one pack and keep it beside me. Hopefully I wont open it
I'm going to make a suggestion based on what you just did, and suggest that if you fall off the wagon this weekend, you do it LONG and HARD. I would suggest at LEAST 4 packs of cigarettes, because you will be smoking all night, you will be smoking through the hangovers, and then come MONDAY.
Well, just assess how you FEEL. Pay attention to that GOOD and LONG and HARD.
I fell off the wagon catastrophically a few times during social events after stringing some days together. They were fairly instructive relapses.
You are going to smoke. Smoke enough that you realize how VERY much it sucks and this may be motivation to oh, take many of the suggestions above.
Have fun!
And, BTW my relapses with smoking did not make me afraid to die. I had one rather PERSISTENT one right after my first anniversary here, where my fear wasn't I would die but that I WOULDN'T. Because I could not seem to stop.. After listening to some very wonderful members here who helped me out, I was able to. And this was after a YEAR of vaping.
So.... Be very sure that you really want to quit. Once you are, come back for more suggestions. And, every quit is different. EVERY last one.
Anna