My Father is dying of Cancer of the throat, esophagus, stomach and bowels as well. I just found out two weeks ago. I'm flying from Michigan to Georgia tomorrow to be with him for the last time. It's tearing me to pieces. My Mother passed away two years ago in October. Losing both my parents so close together is really doing a number on me. I feel like someone ripped out my heart and soul.
I'm so sorry to hear this, my heart goes out to you.